ON THE COMB AS OUTWARD AND VISIBLE SIGN
Her white hair’s been wind-ruffed—
the way a dandelion’s haloed globe
drifts open—and when my mother
stops, four steps inside our home,
my father stops behind her, and draws
her comb, blue as the Virgin’s cloak,
from his pocket. With exquisite
care he redeems each blown strand
into its proper curve, although she
does not know she’s mussed or
even that he combs, her arms already
open to claim the hug she craves
from each of us—while the eager
spaniel wreathes about our halted
bodies, while my husband waits
to slip inside and shut the door
behind. It’s as though every atom
in the room lights here, on the comb,
on my father’s office of attendance—
he who abandoned what he thought
was a calling to the priesthood—
leaving off the white collar, the black
woolen cloak, his years of Latin
and Greek. Who shut firmly behind
him the brass-hinged seminary
door to step, bride glowing on
his arm, into this other life
of devotion, vowing to make her
life at last perfect, and she perfectly
loved. And here she stands, hair
gleaming even while her mind
dims, as the ministering comb—
blue as sky or Heaven—is raised
and stroked and lowered, and our family
stops, lowering its head, to bow
again before the contract, the blessing.
Judith H. Montgomery lives and writes in Bend, Oregon. Her poems appear in Cimarron Review, Measure, Hunger Mountain, and Cave Wall, among other journals, as well as in a number of anthologies. Her first collection, Passion, received the 2000 Oregon Book Award for Poetry; Red Jess (2006) and Pulse & Constellation (2007) followed.