EXODUS OF BUTTERFLIES
One whole afternoon, Franz and his protégé
Winfred sat on freshly hewn tree stumps, and brooded
together over the great five-hundred-year-old
holy tree leaning over Franz’s boyhood home. He’d come to love
that huge black sage tree like a grand old uncle
who’d grown ever more crusty
and mellow with age. But the tree’s gnarled roots
had punctured the main sewage pipes
of the town, then tore
wide cracks across the road like an earthquake.
So despite protests of nearby
home owners, the city fathers voted
to cut her down in just three days. Chagrined Franz
wept at the prospect, and regaled Winfred
with tales of family nurtured by the lordly tree. His young friend
promised he would muster a series of paintings
to honor the blessed tree’s
spirit—to that end, he mused upon its densely
outblown expanse of limbs and branches.
He stayed and stayed, long
after Franz retired for bed, holding steady
In his brooding eye sharp images
of the tree by twilight, fullmoon light,
starlight, and morning sun. Then he caught and held
vivid moments of the wind-blown tree in sudden
gusts, wet tree drenched with five-minute downpours of rain, calm
tree in dry still hours. His sketchbook in hand,
he was growing familiar
with the tree’s wide mood swings. Her gaiety. Her
sulkiness. Her cringing at putrid smokes
and whirling gas fumes
from too many passing cars. Her welcome embrace
of whole schools of nesting birds—
she loved nothing better than to be weighed
down by great scads of birthing gulls. In the last hours
before the chain saws came to gnaw and slice
through her centuries-thick tiers and layers of rings, he savored
her fulsome girth, from bark to bole… The night
after she was razed
to a wide low stump, Winfred dreamed that he sleeps
beside the fallen tree and awakes to find
the long zipper running
across his abdomen has burst open, releasing
a stream of twenty-two butterflies
(varicolored, and of many wing designs)
from the long slit in his belly. In the wild dream
he struggles to pull the flaps of his gaping
wound back together, but whenever he tugs those flaps of flesh,
they pop open at the other end. Or if he holds
both ends, the middle splits—
and there’s no stopping the steady migration
of the butterflies from his innards
out into the pasture…
Springing awake, he rises without any pause
from bed to his easle, and paints
his own figure leaning against the black
sage tree’s trunk, while a spiraling long chain
of butterflies winds around man and tree
circling upwards ,twenty-two in number as in his dream, ranging
in size from tiny moth shapes near the man’s
waist to great Monarch
butterflies large as grackles, gliding high
into uppermost branches. All colors
of Winfred’s personality
group and regroup in the rainbow palette
of wing patterns, no two alike…
It rained all night. By daybreak, the sun
peeked between storm banks of cloud, and Winfred
plunged into a second tree canvas, an exercise
in perspective. A tall man, at far right, studies the black sage
tree across the meadow. Day overcast. Storm
thunderheads spreading
over the middle upper rim. Brain rays are lines
diverging from his eyes to the tree’s
widely branching puffed-out
top. A deluge of light—as if sourceless—comes
roaring out from behind the tree
like waves of a flash flood, spewn forth
from an unseen backdrop. But waves of light—not
water—engulf the trunk and lower limbs, so
blindingly sharp despite the tree’s blocking any direct view
of the original beams, the man must squint
and shade his eyes with
hand visor cupped over his brow to survey
the gleamy expanse. SALTA, this super-
charged light is called.
He’d heard old tales about its inundations
from the family elders, but now
encounters it for the first time pristinely.
He holds his stance, but shudders in place, rocking
with the heaves of brightness—a glare that whips
the viewer in the cheeks and forehead, shakes him from the roots
of his hair to the pads of his toes. He is tough,
a strong bold witness.
He looks back at the light, unflinching. Never
averts his eyes. It is a glory to him
to have come upon
this fierce gush and dazzle, at last. This holy
blaze! Famed light of his ancestors…
Laurence Lieberman's recent poems have appeared in Five Points, Southern Review, Colorado Review, American Poetry Review, and elsewhere. He is the author of more than a dozen collections of poetry and three books of literary criticism.