WORDS HOVERING OVER POND
—After Remedios Varo’s Encounter
She loosely folds a muslin wrap around her
slender body, waves swirl in suspension
from head to toes as she dresses and undresses
away from her own reflection. You’d think
she’s getting ready for a performance, but
mirrors are banned from her walls, their
shattered shards buried in small boxes stacked
on shelves, their dark lids gathering dust like
archived journals, each filled with forgotten
objects, mute messages, layers shed from her past.
Each time she tries to open a box, hesitant,
she sees her fractured self staring, keeps
the lid half-open like a half-open notebook
lest she’d stumble on the tumult of empty
words, ellipses, mostly silence.
Each time she faces this startled look, she slowly
lowers the lid, won’t let the voice utter the same
unsettling questions hovering over her dreams,
over her dilated pupils still like the satin surface
of a pond, won’t let her repeat what she already knows.
Hedy Habra has authored two poetry collections, Under Brushstrokes, finalist for the 2015 USA Best Book Award, and Tea in Heliopolis, winner of the 2014 USA Best Book Award and finalist for the International Poetry Book Award. Her story collection, Flying Carpets, won the Arab American National Book Award’s Honorable Mention. She is a recipient of the Nazim Hikmet Poetry Award. Her work appears in Cimarron Review, Bitter Oleander, Blue Fifth Review, Cider Press Review, Drunken Boat, Nimrod, Verse Daily, Poet Lore, World Literature Today and elsewhere.