Doug Ramspeck, Three Poems

 

MUD EULOGIES

 

The old women stand

at the windows in gray light,

 

gripping the sills and gazing

at the liver-spotted 

 

backs of their hands.

And they study 

 

the bandages of clouds 

drifting past, study

 

the moon slipping loose

of its skin. Here is 

 

a covenant of leaves

with dappled stains of light,

 

breaths like heat lightning 

on a far-off horizon.

 

And if once children 

sprang from the loam

 

of their bodies, now the stars 

barely blink in the dark,

 

and the beggarly moon

hoards its myopia of longing.

 

And they rise each morning 

in albino light, look out

 

to the manifold blooming

of weeds at the yard’s edge. 

 

 

BIRTHMARK

 

I come from

a beautiful country

 

with a bounty 

of sutured fields

 

and a woodchuck’s

skull I unearthed

 

one summer 

in the garden.

 

And each summer

my father casts 

 

his fishing line

into the river, 

 

and lovers, after dark,

carry blankets down 

 

to the water’s edge

beneath a clemency 

 

of clouds. My father 

speaks sometimes

 

of a German soldier 

he shot in the neck

 

during WWII,

who fell into 

 

a French river. 

But now, so many

 

years later, I study 

a woodpecker high 

 

in the gray body 

of a tree, the bird 

 

tapping a secret

message into air. 

 

And here on

my wife’s shoulder,

 

clinging like a root 

or epidendrum, 

 

is a birthmark— 

dark-suited, beautiful—

 

a smudge like a bird

with its primitive body. 

 

 

FANFARE

 

When my father disappeared

finally with the crows,

 

I listened to a Norfolk Southern 

emerging each night from

 

the darkness, like a mystical beast 

or demigod, and grew as lonely 

 

as the coyotes ghosting the field’s 

edge with their low-slung bodies.

 

And I wore the skin of dreaming, 

the sounds of crickets intangible 

 

in grass, the dusk sky slitting 

the throats of the clouds.

 

And, come summer, water

flooded the river bank, 

 

claiming possession of the field.

I tried to be the low-slung

 

clouds skimming the land 

but never touching, and I listened

 

for the syntax of immensity, 

summoned the geography 

 

of raindrops offering

the smallness of their need 

 

against the roof. 

And still my thoughts

 

were wasps slipping in 

and out of the paper hive.

 

My mother told me that certain 

sounds were memories,

 

were sewn shut like a mouth

or maybe eyes. And I watched

 

the sky shirr the last faint stars

into pale gray, a bloom of ice 

 

making stone come winter 

of the river, the wind naming 

 

the land the way the earth 

dreams a coming fluency of snow.

 

Doug Ramspeck is the author of four poetry books. His most recent collection, Original Bodies, was selected for the Michael Waters Poetry Prize and is published by Southern Indiana Review Press. Two earlier books also received awards: Mechanical Fireflies (Barrow Street Press Poetry Prize), and Black Tupelo Country (John Ciardi Prize). Individual poems have appeared in journals that include Southern Review, Kenyon Review, Slate, and Georgia Review. Ramspeck is a recipient of an Ohio Arts Council Individual Excellence Award. An associate professor at The Ohio State University at Lima, he directs the Writing Center and teaches creative writing.