~ALEXANDRA TEAGUE~
HURRICANE
SEASON
When I become accustomed at last to lying in bed alone,
sheets finely wrinkled as curtains blown across the
windows
of dreams, and the crane-necked streetlight fills the room
with its electric-nerved, luminous vision, what I had
seen for my future (the restless flowering of his arms in sleep
around my shoulder, the soiled pillows in their
matching cases
where our faces, breaths apart, turned toward and away) recedes
like the hurricane that never hit land the night we
met,
when the beach was evacuated, the buildings shuttered in plywood,
and the news crews stood dry amid the whipping palms,
in the margins of their own story. Later, we saw a photograph shot
high in the clouds: the storm's eye turning above
the ocean,
as we swam at midnight in the pool naked, waiting to be swept up
in a chlorine shudder, a geyser of winds, into the
rapture
of our lives. And though we almost bought it together, we didn't.
Somewhere, framed in its calm bay of glass, that
storm is hanging—
on the gallery's wall at the pinpoint end of this land, or in a room
like the one where even now he is lying beside her,
sleep's
aperture narrowing around them, and all the years when we almost
loved each other forever, at last, blown far off the
shore of this life.
© by Alexandra
Teague
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