~BARBARA
CROOKER~
THE
COMET
AND THE OPOSSUM
The opossum that used to live in
the thorny tangle
of wild roses is dead this winter;
I found his body
as the snow melted, the same March
that the Comet Hyakutake
passed us by. I've been out
these clear nights looking
at its smudgy brightness as it travels
across
the constellations, Virgo to Boötes
to the Big Dipper
and the little one. Now it's
just west of Cassiopeia,
in Perseus. I try to imagine
20,000 years ago, the last
time it came by, when we were living
in skins and caves,
seeing it trail its luminous tail
across the known patterns,
the atavistic shiver. When
I take my nightly walk, I fix
on the comet around every bend in
the road. Each night, it
has moved one notch west.
Every day when I walk the dog,
the opossum's fur has eroded a little
more, bone showing
through, the teeth set in a primitive
snarl. He came to the
back door one winter, but only one,
and ate the scraps
of meat and fat set out for the
birds. One night, he curled
up in the wheelbarrow, hissed when
we came too close.
Now he diminishes daily, as insects
and weather
do their work, until only a few
clumps
of fur remain,
and meadow rue and lady's bedstraw
begin to cover the bones.
Last night, looking up at the inky
blackness, I felt myself
shrink, smaller than the smallest
bones in the opossum's tail,
and then I found the comet one last
time. It seemed to be fixed
in the firmament, a nebulous white
light in the western sky,
but was, like this transient world,
rapidly drifting away.
© by Barbara Crooker