~EDWARD BYRNE~
"TO
LEARN TO LOVE THE BLUES":
WILLIAM MATTHEWS'S SEARCH
PARTY
The most persistent theme in Matthews's poetry
becomes
that of temporality, the unyielding progression of time
as it
weakens one's abilities and eventually ends
one's life, especially in
dramatic or tragic instances
where mortality shuts down the gifted
artist.
The opening poem in a first
collection of poetry by a young author often offers readers an
introduction to favorite subjects or recurrent themes found throughout
the larger body of work,
presents insight into his or her main poetic concerns, poses for a
moment while readers get a first glimpse or initial impression of the
poet's persona as a character in his or her own poetry, and invites
readers to the inaugural rendition of the poet's individual
voice. In 1970, when William Matthews published his premiere book
of poetry, Ruining the New Road,
he began this volume with the curious, but correct choice of "The
Search Party," a poem relating a night search by the speaker and other
volunteers for a child lost in the wilderness. Walking "deep in
symbolic woods" with lit flashlight and among "thick roots as
twisted
as / a ruined body," the poet addresses his "readers" and confides to
them a concealed fear that he "might find something." As
self-conscious as any speaker could be, a first-person narrator notes
the obvious metaphor and irony contained in the process of telling the
poem's
story.
Indeed, the poet also foreshadows and explains his
own repeated and
actively involved presence — as actor, interpreter, or commentator —
within the lines of a number of the poems in this collection: "I'm in
these poems / because I'm in my life." By the close of the poem,
the speaker even confronts the readers' awareness of this piece's
perceived artificiality, particularly in its overt use of poetic
devices, and the expectations that the tale, autobiographical or not,
is really only a contrived
form of art, not much more: "you're the one who thought it wouldn't /
matter what we found." However, the clever poet knows better as
he reveals in the final lines that, despite the poem's ominous imagery
and potentially dangerous atmosphere painted with distinctly dramatic
details, the
child was found alive, and the speaker urges the readers, whom he
imagines tense from the suspense of the situation, to
confess a sense of relief at the outcome: "Admit you're glad."
With this introductory example, William Matthews
quickly put forth for readers a brief and fairly precise indication of
what kind of poetic qualities one might find not only in the rest of
his first book, but moreso in much of his future production as a
consequential American literary voice — as a confident and competent,
yet
ever-developing poet and analyst of poetry, whose work would mature
even more fully, growing more complex in every subsequent volume over
the next three decades. Already, a relaxed conversational voice,
engaging each reader and speaking in a language filled with wit and
self-reflexive wisdom, is in evidence, as is the appearance of the
poet's candid and almost casual attitude, though certainly carefully
considered and crafted, toward form with lines that at times resemble
the improvisational grace notes one would witness in the live
performances of those jazz musicians Matthews loved listening to and
about which he frequently wrote.
Ironically, rather than undercutting the
poem's power by raising the readers' level of attention to the
artificiality of the poetic structure or eliminating the illusion of a
shared experience between speaker and readers, except as common
interpreters of the poem itself, the poet establishes an aesthetic
distance that actually illuminates, more completely than a mere
"flashlight's beam," a path beyond the individual incident of the lost
child (and even the question of life or death for that one character in
the poem) to some larger issues about artistic rendering of real-life
events in a highly cynical postmodern era.
The poem subtly blurs a fine distinction
between vision and re-vision or actual truth and authorial trust in the
effectiveness of fictional pretense, between compositional tactics and
contemplation of relayed facts, as the speaker suggests what matters
most may truly be the readers' suspenseful expectatons and emotional
reactions to the perceived participants (poet and personae) and assumed
actions in the poem rather than the course of direction in the
fictitious chronicle of accounts chosen by the poet. The poem also
initiates an ongoing exploration which will continue for Matthews
throughout his career — the constant re-discovery of a tentative and
evolving nature in the relationship (including its intrinsic
characteristics of trust and credibility) which can develop between an
artist and an audience simply by his insistence on investigating the
elasticity of the limits, lyrical or narrative, existing in the
extended monologue or implied dialogue a poet might pursue with the
reader of
any given poem.
Appropriately, "The Search Party" is once again the
opening poem, as well as the title piece, for the latest compilation of
William Matthews's poetry, a posthumous collection edited by his son,
Sebastian Matthews, and good friend named literary executor of
Matthews's works, poet Stanley Plumly. Although the book's cover
calls Search Party a volume
of "Collected Poems," clearly that title can be misleading. As
Plumly notes in the opening paragraph of the book's introduction, the
poems included are meant only to "represent the best of William
Matthews's ten original books of poetry," including After All, a collection submitted
to his publisher by Matthews just days before his death by heart attack
in 1997, as well as a selection of
twenty-six poems previously uncollected in book form.
Plumly
estimates that Matthews actually published "more than eight hundred
poems" in magazines and literary journals: one hundred and sixty-five
poems are gathered together in Search
Party. In "My Father's Garden,"
an article by Sebastian Matthews that appeared in Poets & Writers Magazine and
describes his efforts, along with others (Plumly, Peter Davison, and
Michael Collier), to organize and release the many works — poetry and
prose — that are part of William Matthews's literary history, the
poet's son comments on the appropriation of the opening poem's title
for the heading of this collection: "Through the editing process the
four
of us had become our own search party. We set out as a group to
uncover my father's printed legacy. The treasures we found are
collected in Search Party."
As is the case with most young poets, the poems
chosen to represent Ruining the New
Road hint at figures, contemporary or historical, whose own
poetry influenced Matthews at that stage when his poetic voice was
still
developing.
For instance, there are lines that seem to echo W.S. Merwin or Mark
Strand and their books of that time period, Merwin's The Lice (1967) and Strand's Darker (1970), as well as Walt
Whitman's Leaves of Grass.
In addition, the selection from Matthews's first book includes a pair
of poems — "Blues for John Coltrane, Dead at 41" and "Coleman
Hawkins (d. 1969), RIP" — that are elegies for famous jazz musicians
and foreshadow subject matter or themes that will appear numerous times
over the next few decades. Indeed, if anything rivaled Matthews's
passion for poetry, it was his devotion to music, especially the modern
jazz that grew from the arrival of musicians who made their reputations
in the mid-century bebop era, many whose music is referenced in the
lines of Matthews's poems or whose names appear (rivaled only by the
names of fellow poets) among the titles on Search Party's table of contents:
Coltrane, Hawkins, Bud Powell, Lester Young, Charles Mingus, etc.
Considering some of his comments on the
relationship between poetry and music, one might even conclude music
sometimes ranked higher for Matthews. In his essay titled "Poetry
& Music," published in The
Poetry Blues (2001), a posthumous anthology of Matthews's essays
and interviews also edited by Sebastian Matthews and Stanley Plumly, he
comments: "The power of music that poetry lacks is the ability to
persuade without argument." In "Instrumental Bones," an interview
with Matthews by Dave Johnson that also appears in The Poetry Blues, Matthews suggests
the priority of music as an early influence in his life: ". . . music
came first. We have rhythm before we have discourse."
The first three books of poetry by Matthews,
published in the early seventies, display various influences of
contemporary American poets at that transitional time of the sixties
and seventies — Merwin, Strand, James Wright, Robert Bly, Charles
Simic, Theodore Roethke — whose work often exhibited a style relying on
surrealistic imagery and subjective voices. In his book of
criticism, Twentieth Century
Pleasures, Robert Hass remarks of James Wright that his
collection, The Branch Shall Not
Break (1963), may "have broken ground by translating the imagery
of surrealist and expressionist poetics into American verse."
This generation of "new surrealists" or "deep image poets" guided many
younger poets toward a more associative and psychological imagery that
might transform the ordinary into the extraordinary, might recognize
the hidden revelations about the self lying underneath one's everyday
surface existence.
Consequently, innovative and inventive images
seemed to free the poet's imagination even more in ways similar to the
opening of imagery that occurred in surrealist paintings.
However,
deep-image poems in their extreme, especially those that held severe
brevity as a positive poetic characteristic, also appeared to lead
toward a feeling of superficiality in the response of some
readers. The emphasis almost solely on imagery allowed poets an
opportunity to diminish the importance of subject matter, sometimes to
an excess, seemingly avoiding any weighty themes as a matter of
principle.
As a result, a number of interesting, but ultimately insignificant
poems were produced alongside the many remarkable pieces that have
survived as signature poems of the period.
The selections in Search Party from the first three
books by Matthews provide examples of these types of weaker works as
well.
For instance, Sleek for the Long
Flight (1972) contains the following one-line poem, "The
Needle's Eye, the Lens": "Here comes the blind thread to sew it
shut." Another, slightly longer poem (a mere four lines in
length) from
the same collection is "Night Driving":
You follow into their
dark tips
those two skewed tunnels of light.
Ahead of you, they seem to meet.
When you blink, it is the future.
By the time of the publication of Rising and Falling in 1979, William
Matthews had arrived at a new, higher level in his writing of
poetry. His main influences among contemporary poets seemed to
shift from those who experimented with surrealist images towards those
who promoted a more realistic description and more fully detailed
account of the relationships between place and persona or between one's
everyday exterior situations and one's understanding of the experiences
which accompany them.
Though not truly confessional nor strictly
autobiographical writing, the poetry certainly was more concerned with
subject matter and more transparently
informed by specific recognizable elements of Matthews's
autobiography. Matthews speaks of this in a 1997 interview with
Peter Davison for Atlantic Unbound
that also appears in The Poetry
Blues: "I'm not a particularly autobiographical poet.
There are circumstances and urges and emotions and quandaries and
recurring problems that of course come through my work. I'm an
autobiographical writer, therefore, to the extent that no writer can
avoid being autobiographical, but I'm not a systematic and relentlessly
autobiographical poet to the extent that, say, James Merrill
was."
Matthews viewed his experiences — as a son or
father, lover or husband, teacher or traveler, patient or caregiver,
etc. — as resources for his poetry, situations that permitted him to
engage and perceive life in a more enlightened or more insightful
manner. In the same interview with Davison, Matthews concludes:
"Life happens to us whether we have the good sense to be interested in
the way it happens to us or not. That's what it means to be
alive. Paying attention to it and trying to figure out what it
does and doesn't mean (and what's wrong with seeking meaning in
experience?) — these are opportunities."
In an interview with David Wojahn and James
Harms recently released in the Fall, 2004 issue of Blackbird, Matthews observes,
"there was subject matter that I was interested in writing about.
A lot of the sort of Imagist / Deep Image poems were about the
assumption that subject matter was a stand-in for something
else." Later in the same interview, Matthews specifies some of
the subjects on which he wanted to focus in his poetry, as he notes
that in "the poems that start with Rising
and Falling, which begin to include my sons and my domestic
life, and so forth, much more than the earlier poems, there is a sense
in which you're working out of very direct and practical concerns."
As Matthews chronicles in "Butterscotch
Ripple," a chapter from The Poetry
Blues, Richard Hugo had briefly become a colleague with Matthews
at the University of Colorado in the mid-1970s and then a close friend
until Hugo's death from leukemia in 1982. In an essay titled
"Durations," which
Matthews originally had written for the Contemporary Authors Autobiography Series,
he speaks of the loss of Hugo: "Richard Hugo's death meant the loss of
a good friend and one of my favorite poets." "Left Hand Canyon,"
one of the poems in Rising and
Falling, is dedicated to Richard Hugo, and a few of the poems in
this collection carry titles, highlighting place names, that resemble
the
ones Hugo used for his poetry and that he wrote of as "triggering
towns" in his
prose collection of lectures and essays on poetry writing.
Matthews also wrote the introduction to Hugo's
posthumous collection of autobiographical essays, The Real West Marginal Way: A Poet's
Autobiography (1986), in which Matthews claims all of Hugo's
writing "is the work of ceaseless reclamation." Matthews expands:
"It is to say along with Whitman that you can, by continuous
imaginative appropriation, belong to America, however beautifully and
terrifyingly vast it is. And it is to say that the continuous
reclamation of a hometown, the original mystifying poise between self
and others, is the lifelong imaginative project of any adult."
Such a summary might be equally as pertinent in assessing most of the
writings by William Matthews, especially those from Rising and Falling and afterwards.
The influence of Hugo and his poetry in the
mid-seventies moved
Matthews toward a more mature style of writing, one which appeared more
frank and more revealing, one which included an even greater connection
between the life lived and the lines of poetry derived from leading
that life. Laurence Lieberman, writing of Hugo's poetry in his
book of criticism, Beyond the Muse
of Memory, has stated: "Many poems erupt with ardent
impulsiveness, blurted messages phoned in haste and breathless passion
from a noisy bar. The visitation has struck. Here.
Now. You
better listen, reader. Lover. This may be our only
chance." Some of these characteristics of urgent address to the
reader or others in the poet's life are also evident in the poems of Rising and Falling, as well as
works that would follow in subsequent volumes.
Among the themes that seem to dominate Rising and Falling, as well as much
of Matthews's later poetry, readers will find the classic contemplation
by the poet on aging and meditation on mortality, the expected
examination of life and death subjects; however, Matthews prefers to
discuss time and the various consequences — physical, emotional, and
spiritual — of its passing in a manner that requests readers look both
backward and forward at the same time, see the connections, apparent or
subconsciously contrived in their narratives, between
one's childhood and the person one becomes in later life. In his
book of criticism on contemporary poetry, Local Assays, Dave Smith describes
the poetry in Rising and Falling:
". . . he wants to look quietly and
speaks to us always like an intimate and avuncular friend. He
intends to illuminate emotional time and space as well as their
communal roots in memory. Meditation properly leads to a control
of rising, falling breath; it means to slow down for suspended
examination all that may be known or apprehended. Poetry,
however, has to translate the apprehended into the tangible and
Matthews makes a poem the art of the 'meditating mind.'" Matthews
blends time periods in his life, often as a way to show one
stage of growing is dependent upon
another — or at least the perception of it one holds. Nothing
should be viewed in
isolation, no honest evaluation, even if informed by misremembered
events or revised by recent recollections, would attempt to disconnect
the boy
from the man, the son from the father, or the apprentice poet from the
master lyricist.
This section of Search Party begins with "Spring
Snow," a poem whose title indicates a blending of time and a confusion
of seasons. With most of the first three stanzas in this poem,
Matthews describes ordinary events of his growing up as a typical
Midwestern boy in Ohio; nevertheless, the images presented are
themselves a blend, almost purely nostalgic scenes mixed with
remembered details that provide a touch of impurity and cool just a bit
the warmth of the memories, perhaps in a way similar to the spring
weather and greening landscape now tainted by late snow. Stanley
Plumly writes insightfully of this poem in "Chapter and Verse," a
section from his book of criticism and commentary on poetry, Argument & Song: "The
information is all Americana — from powdered milk to newspapers to
spotted dog to the white laundry to the sheets. To rescue these
memories from Norman Rockwell, Matthews punctuates them with
qualification. The powdered milk saves money, the spotted dog is
in heat, the sheets are watermarked with semen. Matthews is a
master at redeeming the domestic cliché."
As is characteristic of Matthews's developing
style and maturing poetic voice, after closing stanza three with a
concluding statement ("Yet childhood doesn't end . . ."), a thesis that
will become a continuing focus in future poems, "Spring Snow" goes on
to more discursive language and abstract reflection in the lines of its
final two stanzas:
. . .
but accumulates, each memory
knit to the
next, and the fields
become one
field. If to die is to lose
all detail, then
death is not
so
distinguished, but a profusion
of detail, a
last gossip, character
passed wholly
into fate and fate
in flecks, like
dust, like flour, like snow.
In his interview with Wojahn and
Harms, Matthews speaks of an evolving writing style during the period
he was working toward completion of Rising
and Falling. At the time, Matthews was dealing with
divorce, relocation, and the relationships with his two sons, which
forced him into
"a more urgent, considerable curiosity about childhood." In
"Moving Again," Matthews believes: "If I lived with my sons / all year
I'd be less sentimental / about them."
Matthews hints
at how he wished to use specific subjects as central points around
which he could wind some twines of thought the way one might thread
together associations and illuminations in a private late-night
discussion with an old friend. In some instances, the language of
a
poem's lines might resemble words spoken at another personal moment,
perhaps as if said during an intimate conversation with a lover.
Matthews reveals, "at that point I was beginning to figure out that
poems were a way of thinking. It seemed natural to want to write
different kinds of poems under a different set of urgencies; and they
very much had people in them and social consequences, and they were
about different experiences with time; and they were about loyalty and
betrayal."
The most persistent theme in Matthews's poetry
becomes that of temporality, the unyielding progression of time as it
weakens one's abilities and eventually ends one's life, especially in
dramatic or tragic instances where mortality shuts down the gifted
artist. In
"Living Among the Dead," Matthews tells of once discovering furniture
left by relatives who had died before he was born, and how he "opened
two chests / of drawers to learn what the dead kept." Similarly,
he suggests that literature, as with any art that freezes moments in
life to preserve them long after the participants have passed, blends
the past and present for its readers and painfully reminds all of our
mortality
even as it enriches our lives. Matthews reports, "it was when I
learned to read / that I began always / to live among the dead."
Commenting on "Living Among the Dead" in Local Assays, Dave Smith applauds
how "Matthews examines his responsibility to ancestry, history, and
artistry."
Likewise, the theme of temporality and an
awareness of one's own mortality are both brought forth when one
becomes a parent, witnesses the lives of one's children and contrasts
their youth with one's own aging. Matthews knows responsibilities
of the parent include sharing with them a knowledge of the past and of
the dead: "To help his sons live easily / among the dead is a father's
great work." At the same time, the presence of children and a
life-affirming love for them assists the parent in his or her own
dealings with mortality and death: "To love a child is to turn / away
from the patient dead."
Nowhere are the issues of loss through death,
as well as the temporality of one's ability to use talent, more
distressingly apparent in Matthews's poetry than when it is pictured in
conflict with the vitality of art, especially in his elegies for
writers or musicians where readers realize that at the heart of such
loss is the awakening to an additional absence, a void which involves
the end
of a magnificent creative spirit. Matthews begins "In Memory of
W.H. Auden," a poem that honors one of his influences, with the
following four lines: "His heart made a last fist. / The language has
used him / well and passed him through. / We get what he
collected." These poignant lines might also have served as an
epigraph to Search Party.
Rising and
Falling contains a pair
of his patented poems mourning the passing of jazz greats who mattered
so much to William Matthews: "Bud Powell, Paris, 1959" and "Listening
to Lester Young." In the case of Bud Powell, his "hero," Matthews
sees the painful end of that creative spirit even before Powell's
physical death. As Powell's power is eroded by drug abuse,
Matthews attends a performance in which the pianist's "white-water
right hand clattered / missing runs nobody else would think / to try .
. . ." In "Listening to Lester Young," pain and the approach of
death are present once again:
It's 1958, Lester Young
minces
out, spraddle-legged as if pain
were something he could step over
by raising his groin, and begins
to play. Soon he'll be
dead.
Young is "so tired / from dying he
quotes himself, / easy to remember the fingering." The innovative
spirit and incentive to invent new moves has been displaced by a desire
to get by on what one has already done. There is nothing new or
fresh, and the musician may already be stuck in his own past,
imitating himself, rather than stepping forward into the future.
As noted above, such elegies for jazz
musicians were written earlier in his career, including the previously
mentioned "Blues for John Coltrane, Dead at 41" and "Coleman Hawkins
(d. 1969), RIP" which appeared in his first book. However, with
maturity has come a difference of perception for Matthews. In
those earlier elegies, he tells the reader how he physically felt the
deaths of these musicians. Hearing of Coltrane's death, he feels
it in his feet, "as if the house were rocked / by waves from a
soundless
speedboat / planing by, full throttle." Upon learning of the
death of Hawkins, Matthews writes:
It's
like having the breath
knocked out of
me
and wearing the
lost air for a leash.
I snuffle home.
I hate it that
he's dead.
In both earlier elegies, Matthews
tells the reader how he, too, felt pain with the passing of these
men. However, in his later poems, rather than simply narrated,
that pain is displayed in the poet's own actions, and a connection to
time is made between past and present, or even to the future.
Looking back in his poem about Bud Powell, Matthews notes: "I was young
and
pain / rose to my ceiling, like warmth, / like a story that makes us
come true / in the present." In his homage to Lester Young which
begins in 1958 and moves through 1976, Matthews concludes:
It's
1976 and I'm listening
to Lester Young
through stereo equipment
so good I can
hear his breath rasp,
water from a dry
pond—,
its bottom
etched, like a palm,
with strange
marks, a language
that was never
born
and in which
palmists therefore
can easily read
the future.
The lessons learned from the music
of these jazz masters, his heroes, and perhaps his tacitly identifying
with them, may
have been more instrumental than any other influence on Matthews's
maturing voice. In "Instrumental Blues," his interview with Dave
Johnson that appears in The Poetry
Blues, Matthews acknowledges what his
avid interest in modern jazz taught him as a poet: "There's something I
know
about phrasing and how to keep a fairly long sentence afloat for seven
to a dozen lines of free verse without it losing its shape or
momentum. If I'm right in thinking I can do that, I learned it
more from listening to music than from listening to poetry."
Emotions associated with loss enter other
poems from Rising and Falling,
as Matthews's personal experiences
affect his perspective and apparently alter his perceptions of the
subjects in his poetry. In "Snow Leopards at the Denver Zoo,"
Matthews considers these nearly extinct animals ("only a hundred or so
/ snow leopards alive"), three of which the speaker watches as they
jump inside their cages at the zoo, and he notices at the end of the
first of two stanzas how the "snow / leopards land without sound, / as
if they were already extinct." In the second stanza the speaker
switches to a focus on himself, his concern for the leopards
transitions to a contemplation of his own sense of loss and awareness
of endangered aspects in his life: "If I tried to / take loss for a
wife, and I do, / and keep her all the days of my life, / I'd have
nothing to leave for my children."
Notably, in his introduction to Search Party Stanley Plumly
isolates this poem for inspection as an example of Matthews's maturing
voice in which "thought is not only feeling but a coherent
language." Plumly correctly characterizes the tone of this poem
and its positive attributes that will mark many of the poems in later
poetry published by Matthews in books or in literary journals:
The
fragility of the poem is also its subject, the balance
of saving
"whatever I can keep" against the perishability
of losing it
all. Behind the poem is the certain knowledge
— which is the
theme in Matthews's poetry — that it will
all, always,
slip through our hands. This genius for turning
the most
familiar materials into something extraordinary —
both smart and moving at once —
comes from his gift for
making connections and exploiting
them to the limit their
language will bear.
The mutual respect held for one
another's poetry by Matthews and Plumly, as well as the likely
influence on one another as poet and critic, is exemplified by the
dedication to Plumly of "Long," the final poem in Rising and Falling. In
"Chapter and Verse," Plumly — whose own outstanding breakthrough volume
of poems, Out-of-the-Body Travel,
had been published in 1977 exhibiting poetry
Matthews held in high regard — outlines his admiration for the
technical
achievements in this "exceptional piece of work," a poem that again
addresses death, loss, time, and memory:
. . . If we call the
future's name
it becomes our name, by echo.
And from the dead, not
even
a plea that we leave them
alone, each dead locked
in its dead name.
Plumly singles out how this
"extraordinary" poem "formulates rhetoric from ideas." He
compliments the smooth movement of the poem, "as an entity." The
unified nature of the connections in this poem seems to exhibit that
established knack for phrasing and maintaining a lyric, line after
line, "without it losing its shape or momentum" that William Matthews
believed he had learned from listening to extended riffs of musicians
in jazz clubs or on recordings. Plumly observes: "There are not
even any images, in terms of the discrete. Instead, the poem
reads as a single, self-sustaining 'image' — a fugue . . . ."
Readers of Rising
and Falling recognize the collection as a transformational
volume, one in which the rhetoric of the surface language closely
aligns with the deeper meaning of the poem until the two cooperate
completely, almost inconspicuously combined as one. Plumly
salutes Matthews's poem as "the condition of an idea, its music," and
offers the following evaluation:
This is free verse well
in love with itself, free verse
formalized and formulated so as to
call attention to
the discretion of its moves.
The internal rhyming,
the assonance, consonance, the soft
touch on the
alliteration — these are all clear
enough. But
underlining the overt technique is
the pace of the
sentences . . . .
William Matthews followed Rising and Falling with the
publication of Flood (1982),
a collection that continued to treat those themes Matthews had adopted
in his previous volumes of poetry. Once again, he revisits his
childhood with a desire to revise memory, which he seems to distrust
and by its nature most likely already exists in a revised form, to
alter the past, consciously or not, simply by writing of it in the
present and through time's filter. In the introduction to Search Party, Plumly points out the
merit of Matthews's "quirky, often sardonic take on memory" that is
displayed in a number of his poems. In "Housework," Matthews
almost acts surprised or dismayed by what he finds when looking over
his shoulders at his personal history, recalling a boyhood life in
wonderfully lyrical lines:
How you could have lived
your boyhood
here is hard to know,
unless the blandishing lilacs
and slant rain
stippling the lamplight
sustained you,
and the friendship of dogs,
and the secrecy
that flourishes in vacant lots.
The speaker in the poem addresses
the remembered persona of the boy with the second-person pronoun, as
though the "you" were someone separate from the self of the adult
speaker (the poet) and as if to emphasize both the differences in the
lives led by the two and, eventually as he unites the pair in the final
lines of the poem, the characteristics that are transferred through
time from child to adult, shared by boy and man alike.
Nevertheless, the speaker questions the authenticity of memory, limited
as it is, and wonders whether the writer's ability to revise can
actually re-create the conditions of the past in a manner more
palatable to the poem's present persona by wiping clean the surface
details, a type of housework, to ease his ongoing questioning of the
effects of time.
Elsewhere in Flood,
Matthews concludes "Cows Grazing at Sunrise" with a specific question
about time and memory, about what our concept of the "past" really
entails when we attempt to remember it: "And isn't the past inevitable,
/ now that we call the little / we remember of it 'the past'?" In
"School Figures," Matthews describes the pre-dawn practice of a skater
cutting figure eights over and over into a fresh ice surface, circling
backwards to see where she has been and to measure her success or
failure. The speaker seems to be commenting as much on poetry,
when he offers his observation:
So
much learning is forgetting
the many
mistakes for the few
lines clear of
the flourishes
you thought were
style, but were
only
personality, indelible as
it seemed.
By the time the poem ends, the
speaker has concluded "learning and forgetting / are one attention,"
and that is the interest which repeatedly draws the subject, this
figure skater, to each pre-dawn practice, "turning / over your shoulder
as if you could / skate back into your first / path and get it right
for once." Again, looking back to the past, time after time, for
guidance on how to proceed in the future seems on the surface to be a
wise maneuver, but the words "as if" suggest the speaker in the poem
feels such moves will ultimately prove futile.
In an essay from The Poetry Blues — "Merida, 1969,"
titled after one of his poems — that Matthews originally wrote for an
anthology (Ecstatic Occasions,
Expedient Forms, edited by David Lehman) in which poets comment
on the composition of one of their own works, he speaks of the
connection his view of the past and memory, as they are presented in
poems or stories, seems to have with Robert Frost's "The Road Not
Taken." As in Frost's well-known poem, Matthews believes many of
his pieces that regard the past, relying on one's often faulty and
usually self-serving memory of long ago incidents, are works that alter
the actual events. Matthews indicates that, even if an
autobiographical moment is related in a poem, what happened in real
life is bound to be re-shaped by the speaker telling the poem or
story. In the example of Frost's poem: "The roads beckoned about
the same, but later, when the pleasure of telling the story was part of
the story's truth, and there was much intervening life to explain, we
could hear the poem's speaker veer off again, this time away from
incident and toward shapeliness."
Matthews's own reluctance to rely on the past
and his distrust of memory for accuracy or factual truth, especially in
the direction or the details
of his poems, are explained when
he notes Frost's speaker's famous false final lines, already disproved
by previous details in the poem: "I took the one less traveled by, /
And that has made all the difference." Matthews reports the
speaker as "giving his little anecdote a neat and summary dramatic
effect that's in the story but not in the original event. Though
of course by this stage in the life of the story each exists somewhat
for the sake of the other." In his poem, Matthews proposes two
versions of the truth — what happened and what might have occurred "if
we'd been happy / then, as now we often are." About the changes
his own poem consciously forces onto the facts of the actual events
with friends
that inspired the work, Matthews confesses: "In this second and
hypothetical life, they may or may not be wiser, but they are happier .
. . ."
The last pair of poems ("Nabokov's Death" and "On
the Porch at the Frost Place, Franconia,
NH") from Flood pay homage to
two writers — Vladimir Nabokov and Robert Frost — who, like Matthews,
enjoyed including shadowy figures justaposed against situations
representing the lighter side of life. (Also, the second of
the poems offers an additional nod to
Stanley
Plumly, to whom Matthews once more dedicates his poem.) Nabokov
knew readers were willing to accept the darker parts of his fiction
amid its wit and humor because "we'll hold to our grief, / stern
against grace, because we love / a broken heart." Matthews shares
some of Nabokov's attitude toward the audience for his art, and he
approves of Nabokov's playful way of manipulating reality in the tricks
of his fiction, how he was a writer who delighted in eventually
inviting the readers to participate by letting them in on the
deception, displaying the artifice: "he loved the art that reveals art
/ and all its shabby magic."
Matthews recognizes the important influence of
Robert Frost. He respects Frost's poetry for its "disguises"
consisting of deliberate deception and ambiguity, the way it sometimes
illuminates a subject indirectly or from different perspectives, as if
its surface maintains a multiple of cut angles with facets reflecting
surrounding light. He seems to appreciate the demands Frost
places on his readers to participate and be as willing to face their
darker sides even when a more amenable meaning might be available:
So here the great man
stood,
fermenting malice and poems
we have to be nearly as fierce
against ourselves as he
not to misread by their disguises.
Like Matthews, Frost was capable of
lulling his readers with a comfortable conversational tone while at the
same time challenging those same readers to discover the more
disturbing or dismaying elements camouflaged by a soothing or
reassuring poetic voice. Even when images are conveyed through
lyrical language, these two poets know how to ask readers to confront
difficult questions about their own everyday conditions as human beings
whose lives contain conflicts or decisive moments with possibly dire
consequences hanging in the balance that might evoke emotions of
uncertainty, sadness, regret, and grief, among others. Matthews
summarizes: ". . . Frost's great poems, / like all great poems, conceal
/ what they merely know, to be / predicaments."
Death, absence, and memory, three of the primary
elements necessary for elegy, persist in A Happy Childhood, published by
Matthews in 1984. The crucial title poem of this collection
demonstrates how unmistakably ambitious and complex his poetry had
become as he moved further from the deep images or more surrealist
touches in his earlier work. Much of the subject matter and
language is deceptively ordinary and plain in "A Happy Childhood"; yet,
the content and the breadth of the poem's emotional range represent a
lifelong consideration of one's past and an accumulation of deep
personal associations made in meditation upon that past. In his
autobiograpical memoir of 1994, "Durations," Matthews attempted to
retrieve the conditions surrounding his earliest memory in the back
yard of his grandmother's Iowa home, but he retains only a fragmented
set of details in his recollection of the scene: "a sandbox, a tiny
swatch of grainy sidewalk, and — there! it's moving — a ladybug."
Out of these bits from the farthest parcels of his memory, Matthews
desired to manufacture a factual story, to fill in the missing
blanks. However, as much as he might try, he believed he was
unsuccessful in his prose account: "I have tried again and again to
construct a tiny narrative from these bright props, but they won't
connect. They lie there and gleam with promise but won't
connect."
Nevertheless, when Matthews turns his attention to
the same subject matter in his poetry, he proves much more
successful because he can make connections without seeking the
continuous and chronological narrative the prose of his memoir would
demand. Instead, the form chosen for "A Happy Childhood" consists
of more than fifty three-line stanzas subtly set off in four sections
signaled only by an extra white space placed between stanzas. The
poem opens with an autobiographical recollection involving an example
of his mother's sense of humor, the type of wit he admired, as she uses
literary allusion to command the family dog into the yard with the
comment, "Out out damn Spot." Already, a past personal moment
blends with a reference to writing as "A Happy Childhood" delivers a
message about reverence for the influence of memory and an instilled
love for literature. The poem also preserves an elegiac tone that
now hovers over everything:
I hate it when anyone
dies or leaves and the air
goes slack around my body and I have
to hug myself,
a cloud, an imaginary friend, the
stream in the road-
side park.
The emotion of anger expressed here is
echoed later in "An Elegy for Bob Marley" — another poetic tribute to a
musician, this time a reggae legend — where Matthews determines:
"Surely the real fuel for elegy / is anger to be mortal." Thus,
the poetic declarations of pain and sorrow over the loss of another in
elegies are often more revelatory of the frustrations and fears their
emotionally affected speakers feel. They expose how vulnerable we
all are in our everyday existence, a condition most hope to ignore a
majority of the time. However, they especially remind us of the
fragility of life when we are forced to face evidence of our own
mortality in the images of others' deaths, especially when the
treasured voice or vision of an artist, someone who has enriched our
lives or with whom we have identified, is ended as well.
Connections between the present and the past or
future weave together the various stages in one's life, each
influencing the other. One incident in "A Happy Childhood" is
labeled "a memory in the making." Later, a boy in the poem
"goes home to memory." The poet then elevates the act of
remembering as he nearly reveres memory and speaks in veneration of it
when he compares memory to prayer. Individuals, similar to their
memories, continually undergo change and are altered by the way their
present portrays the past or is explained by the past. Matthews
proposes: "It turns out you are the story of your childhood / and
you're under constant revision." In fact, our perceptions of the
past as viewed through memory are so transformed throughout time that
our lives may become nothing other than the stories we tell ourselves
and those we know, little more than renditions that try to depict who
we have been and, ultimately, how we will be remembered even by those
closest to us when we are gone. The past and our personalities
constitute a compilation of remembered experiences, and memories can,
often do, differ between even those who share the same
situations. Such a contrast occurs in the memories of mother and
son in this poem:
He'll
remember like a prayer
how his mother made breakfast for
him
every morning before he
trudged out
to snip the papers free. Just
as
his mother will remember she felt
guilty never to wake up
with him
to give him breakfast. It was
Cream
of Wheat they always or never had
together.
Poet or not, each person authors and
revises his or her own story that defines a life. We often depend
upon tentative or unreliable memories in constructing the stories that
identify us. In his autobiographical essay, "Durations," Matthews
observes that his earliest memories may be his own, or the repeated
details of relatives' anecdotes, or a blend of these that mixes "like
vodka slipped into a bowl of punch." In the end, though, we are
responsible for the fact combined with fiction in the narratives of our
lives. We possess a power that allows us to steer a clear
direction toward personal definition:
There's no truth about
your childhood,
though there's a story, yours to
tend,
like a fire or
garden. Make it a good one,
since you'll have to live it out,
and all
its revisions, so long as you shall
live . . . .
At gatherings of writers and readers or
among members of associations formed to promote literature, William
Matthews was a well-known personality whose public persona and personal
behavior often drew attention, for better or for worse. His
service as an officer in literary organizations included terms as
president in the Poetry Society of American and in the Associated
Writing Programs. He also participated as both a member and as a
chair of the National Endowment for the Arts Literature Panel. In
addition, Matthews was widely recognized as a teacher of creative
writing at various universities, including Cornell University, the
University of Colorado, the University of Washington, and City College
of New York, among others.
Sometimes, Matthews's seemingly reckless and
self-destructive personal behavior trespassed upon his living as a
college professor and his livelihood as a poet. Although Matthews
rarely permitted his poetry to reach the point where it might be viewed
as "confessional" — and never allowed his work to completely drift
toward the more confessional mode of Robert Lowell or Sylvia Plath — as
A Happy Childhood
suggests, autobiographical elements almost always influenced his
writing in one way or another, particularly in later volumes of his
poetry. When Matthews published Foreseeable
Futures in 1981, he had "just come through the most difficult
passage" of his life, according to his son, Sebastian, who wrote a
memoir titled In My Father's
Footsteps
(2004), released in the same year as Search
Party. Matthews had left his position as holder of Roethke
Chair
in creative writing at the University of Washington under a cloud of
scandal and accusations. His reputation as a professor had been
damaged by widespread stories that raised questions concerning his
behavior toward women, especially his relationships with female
students.
Sebastian Matthews reports his father's troubles
in the memoir. He relates how his father was confronted with
official university charges and a filed lawsuit from a female student
with whom he had an affair, suggesting the charges perhaps had
been leveled by the young woman as a measure of revenge for the
unpleasant ending of the relationship. Sebastian Matthews
wonders why his father repeatedly risked such a highly-respected
position
at the university by engaging in a series of affairs with his
students. "I know that he couldn't stop himself. Was he a
sex addict? A compulsive womanizer? I don't know," writes
the son. The trial eventually concluded without a verdict by a
hung jury, and the charges were not pursued further; however, by then
William Matthews had moved across the country to New York
City.
In "Durations," Matthews recalls how
throughout his
youth "New
York had been the preferred weekend destination from boarding school
and then from college." He had come "for the museums and
especially for the jazz clubs." With its easy access to the great
jazz clubs (even though some from his college days were no longer open)
and a magnificent opera house,
with the numerous restaurants and cultural centers, and
with a new wife — someone who had been in publishing and wrote
psycholanalytical books, and a woman who seemed to have a settling
affect
on him — Matthews gradually found himself at home in a Manhattan
apartment and
comfortable with
a teaching position at City College.
Sebastian Matthews speaks of Foreseeable Futures in his book:
There are no out-and-out
love poems in Foreseeable Futures,
the 1987 book that my father
dedicated to Arlene. I am not
sure there needs to be. The
whole book is a love poem of
sorts — a toast
raised to a life, if not always well lived, then
at least survived with grace.
Throughout its pages, I see my
father breathing a sigh of relief,
as if looking around and
appreciating the small
ironies. He's just come through the
most difficult
passage of his adult life, and he's still standing.
Not only that, but he's found a new
partner, a great apartment
in his beloved city; he's got work,
a new book out, friends
around
him. His sons have grown up, gone off not to prison
but college. Things are truly
looking up.
Although not one of his stronger
collections, Foreseeable Futures
contains poems that slip to readers a few glimpses at the attitude
toward self Matthews may have had in moments of reflection during his
mid-forties and at such a turning point in his life. "It feels
like the very middle, the exact // fulcrum of our lives," he writes in
"April in the Berkshires." Matthews often spoke or wrote in a
self-deprecating manner about himself and any emotional or physical
shortcomings he believed he exhibited, such as his lanky build and the
way
clothes crumpled over his frame or the athletic limits set by his body,
especially his knees gnarled from the "thousands of hours of driveway
and playground basketball" ("Durations"). Remarking wittily of
private resentment he feels toward his poet persona (the public self
others perceive) in "The Complaint," a brief essay included in The Poetry Blues, Matthews
declares: "I'm very emotional and easily filled with formless murk, and
sometimes I get weepy like this, I'm sorry. Yes, thank you.
He's glib, he files his tongue before he brushes his teeth, and he's
diligent as a dog." Matthews also includes himself among those he
terms "Fellow Oddballs" in a poem by that title from Foreseeable Futures:
. . . Here's to us,
morose at dances and giggly in
committee,
and here's to us on whose
ironic bodies new clothes
pucker that clung like shrink wrap
to the manikins.
And here's to the threadbare charm
of our self-pity.
One of the more powerful poems
("The Accompanist") in this collection offers Matthews an opportunity
to make another connection between poetry and music. Many times
in interviews and essays Matthews displays admiration for — even
identification with — the musicians who accompanied the great female
jazz vocalists, like Lester Young with Billie Holiday or Louis
Armstrong with Bessie Smith. "I have certain dopey
identifications with Lester Young, it's true. There's a
combination in Young of strong emotion, not so much concealed as
released by diffidence, irony, and sweetness of tone, that doesn't
sound far off from certain textures in my poems, unless my ear is off,"
Matthews told Sascha Feinstein in "Mingus at the Showplace," an
interview from The Poetry Blues.
Sebastian Matthews comments on the opening
lines of "The Accompanist" ("Don't play too much, don't play / too
loud, don't play the melody."): "I can't help picturing Tommy Flanagan
here, talking about his years with Ella Fitzgerald. Or Mal
Waldron in an interview about backing Billie. Or maybe it's the
poet himself, hiding behind a persona, who is speaking so wisely about
the exact difficulties (and rewards) of writing — and living —
well." In "The Accompanist," Matthews surely appears to be
drawing a parallel
between the subtlety of a jazz musician accompanying the compelling
content and delivery of a singer's lyrics — it's "her story" — and the
way a poet's
lyricism sharpens or soothes (as much as it reflects the world his
words might reveal), both records and consoles at the same time, and
maybe
even hints at levels beneath the surface, toward those acts in the life
of the artist to which the poetic lines might allude or that certain
words
may indirectly portray, but left mostly unmentioned in any overt way:
. . .
When you play it you become
your part in it, one of her
beautiful
troubles, and then, however much
music
can do this, part of her
consolation,
the way pain and joy eat off each
other's
plates, but mostly you play to
drunks,
to the night, to the way you judge
and pardon yourself, to all that
goes
not unsung, but unrecorded.
By the time Blues If You Want was released in
1989, William Matthews had experienced the end of his second marriage,
and the tone of the poems contained in this volume shifts once
again. His voice sounds as assured, yet unassuming as in any of
his collections. The works show a sense of confidence and control
even when their content poses questions the poet cannot answer or
creates quandaries that he cannot resolve. The images are
sometimes darker and the wit sharper than in his previous poetry.
In considering differing aspects of subject matter, Matthews brings
together his varying topics of interest (music, literature, language,
travel, memory, love, and loss, among others) with as much success as
he'd ever done in one book of poems.
This book filled with the color blue seemingly
appearing in nearly every poem or with titles alluding to "blue" — such
as "Nabokov's Blues," "Mood Indigo," "The Blues," and "Little Blue
Nude" — and evoking emotional blues, Matthews gives the reader a
glimpse into this blue period of his life. In "The Blues,"
Matthews traces the connections between music and mood, and he suggests
ways for the reader to view conditions of loneliness or loss. In
a time of sorrow, those musicians Matthews admired so much now provided
a needed companionship and a complementary sense of expression, empathy
for the status of the spirit: ". . . I knew the way music can fill a
room, / even with loneliness, which is of course a kind / of company."
By the close of this poem, Matthews discovers an
approach to the future that he has been wanting ever since he was a
boy. As he states, it is "the future toward which I clatter /
with that boy tied like a bell around my throat, // a brave man and a
coward both, / to break and break my metronomic heart / and just enough
to learn to love the blues."
In "Nabokov's Blues," Matthews defines an aspect of
the pain one might find at a troubled time of life:
This is the secret ache
that hurts most, the way
desire burns bluely at its
phosphorescent core:
just as you're having
what you wanted most,
you want it more and more until
that's more
than you, or it, or both of you, can
bear.
Matthews even sees the beauty in various
shades of blues, "every hue and tint," one might view through an
evening in the end of summer. In "Moonlight in Vermont" he
summarizes:
There's no illusion
here.
It's beautiful to watch
and that's reason enough for blue
after blue
to blossom, for each decaying swatch
to die into the
next. The faster it goes
the less hurry I'm in for home or
anywhere.
Matthews eventually recognizes associations with "unspent
love" and the lateness of the hour as he observes:
By now the moon itself is
blue. By this
we mean that we can see in it the
full freight
of our unspent love for it, for the
blue night,
and for the hour, which is late.
Perhaps the most revealing poem in Blues If You Want is one that
addresses the poet's reactions after discovering his apartment has been
robbed while he was away in Tennessee. Matthews knows the
identity of the burglar, "Tony, my dumpster-diving friend," whose
girlfriend the poet had comforted recently after she'd been beaten by
Tony. Matthews declares even a robbery is "designed to hurt," to
take away those things one loves most, as the thief — to whom Matthews
had previously confided about his jazz tapes, "I just love these" —
steals a tape deck, but leaves behind the poet's typewriter.
Perceptively, the thief discerns Matthews's apparent preference for
the language of Ben Webster over the words of Merriam-Webster.
The
poet concludes: "Writing's my scam, he thought, and music my
love." The speaker in the poem explains the elevated place of
music in his life:
. . . you could turn to
music you love, not as mood-
altering drug nor as a consolation,
but because
your emotions had overwhelmed and
tired you
and made you mute and stupid, and
you rued
them every one. But
then Webster kicks into
his first chorus, they're back, all
your emotions,
every one, and in another language,
perhaps
closer to their own.
Matthews recalls all this in
retrospect, when he arranges the continuity of his thoughts and sorts
his emotions through the composed and controlled, though contrived,
clarity of memory; as Matthews also admits "afterthought" to be "the
writer's specialty and curse." In the face of loss, Matthews
muses that one of the marvels of living is "how much we manage to hang
on to."
The final stanza of "Little Blue Nude" presents
Matthews's eventual response to a neighbor's question concerning the
new book
the poet is writing. "What's it about?" Matthews is asked.
Matthews acknowledges he didn't know how to reply then, and he didn't
even ask himself "until later." However, he ultimately concludes
this poem with an answer that accurately characterizes not only Blues If You Want, but much of his
other work as well: "It's a reverie on what I love, and whom, / and how
I manage to hold on to them."
Upon the release of Blues If You Want in 1989, William
Matthews planned a publication celebration scheduled so his parents
could attend while in the United States. The day following the
book party, his parents returned to England where "his father had a
massive heart attack at the luggage retrieval area in the Newcastle
upon Tyne airport," Matthews records in "Durations." Further,
Matthews notes in this essay published just prior to the release of his
next collection of poems (Time and
Money, which won the National Book Critics Circle Award), he was
reminded how deeply he'd been affected by the loss of others since his
grandfather's death. He reviews the
strong reactions he'd especially had to the passing of artists,
writers, and musicians, evident ever since his earlier works.
Matthews writes: "I've seen the deaths of writers and musicians who'd
meant as much to me as family members — Thelonius Monk, Charles Mingus,
Vladimir Nabokov, Elizabeth Bishop. In the case of artists like
these, whose continued development and invention had produced not only
beloved work but a model for the way a life in the arts can be imagined
and lived out, the deaths meant an absolute end to the marvelous
momentum by which an important body of work is produced."
Matthews realizes in "Durations" his enhanced
awareness of mortality, heightened by the death of his father and by
witnessing his own sons grow into adulthood, even making him a
grandfather: "I have never been more aware that the meter is running
and, consequently, never been more vivid, concentrated, happy, or
warily hopeful."
Nevertheless, Time
and Money contains a number of references to grief and sorrow,
depression and loss. Time is described as a primary cause of much
of the pain we feel, an element that creates sadness in our lives and
the lives of those we love, and then takes away those lives. One
of the title poems, "Time," questions whether "time's just one more
inexact way / to gauge loss." However, Matthews follows with a
reminder that memory and the lessons learned through time, and perhaps
the stilled moment in an artist's work, allow us to "keep more than we
think." Matthews advises:
To begin thinking about time, we
might
take all the verbs we like to think
we do
to time, and turn those
verbs on us, and say
that time wastes us, and time saves
and buys us,
that time spends us, and time marks
and kills us.
Matthews has learned to cope with the
passage of time and the erosion ("water licks its steady way through
stone") it inflicts ("my male friends my age and I / scan the obits
every day. The word / 'time' now seems, often enough, the
nickname / for the phrase 'time left.'" Through writing poetry,
the art that has served him so well, he connects the past to the
present even more: "Now critics write // of my 'mature work.'"
Matthews appears to explain one purpose for his composition of poetry,
an activity that provides a way to confront, and maybe control, fear of
what the future holds:
I'd soldier through
the fear and depressions. I'd
call on
what those critics like nicely to
call 'wit,'
i.e., the whole compressed force of
my rage
and love. I'd invent whatever
it took
to get me through or dead, whichever
came
first.
In a couple of poems Matthews
directly addresses the death of his father and the absence left
behind. The movement of time ages us all and in time we are taken
away. Matthews begins "My Father's Body": "First they take it
away, / for now the body belongs to the state. / Then they open it / to
see what may have killed it. . . ." After death and the
scattering of the ashes, what remains of the father Matthews knew, "a
mild, democratic man / will sift in a heap with the residue of others,
/ for now they all belong to time."
The recognition of mortality and fear of death
Matthews experiences is magnified in the minds of the men of his
father's generation, those he believed closer to losing their own
battles with time. Matthews observes this among the mourners he
meets in "Men at My Father's Funeral": "The ones his age who shook my
hand / on their way out sent fear along / my arm like heroin." As
always, Matthews responds to the unsettling of his own emotions through
the use of language:
And I, the glib one,
who'd stood
with my back to my father's body
and praised the heart that attacked
him?
I'd made my stab at elegy,
the flesh made word: the very spit
in my mouth was sour with
ruth
and eloquence.
Throughout his poetry, William Matthews
imaginatively wrestles with the past — how it influences and shapes the
present, but also how even the faulty memory of the past is influenced
and shaped by the present. Yet, Matthews knows he can
never fully or accurately hold on to time, or hold it back; instead,
the true nature of the
past escapes even the artist who wishes to preserve it, to keep alive
the moments of the past and those who lived those moments.
Nevertheless, perhaps it is enough to know we
experienced what now may
exist only in unreliable memories or fictional memoirs. In "Note
Left for Gerald Stern in an Office I Borrowed and He Would Next, at a
Summer Writers' Conference," Matthews concludes the poem with words
offered from one poet to another, and shared as well with the reader:
"And then we're back, alone / not with the past but with how fast the
past / eludes us, though surely, friend, we were there."
In addition to how Time measures various forms of
erosion in our lives, the focus on Money in this collection of poetry
also directs the reader toward ways to gauge emotional evolution and
explore more closely how we account for ourselves, whether one
examines love, loss, or other feelings we experience. In "Money"
Matthews asks:
What do
we want, and how much will we pay
to find out, and how much never to
know?
What's wrong with money is what's
wrong with love:
it spurns those who need
it most for someone
already rolling in it.
Just as Matthews tries to unravel the
twisted and tangled threads of time, he also hopes to show how the
material nature of money may calculate the cost of living, the price we
pay day after day:
Money's not an
abstraction; it's math
with consequences, and if it's a
kind
of poetry, it's another inexact way,
like time, to measure some sorrow we
can't
name.
At the time of William Matthews's death
in 1997, he had finished a new collection of poetry. That
manuscript, After All, was
released in 1998 and, as he had done in the past, he delights
readers with his wry humor in poems like "Oxymorons" — a work that
gathers together clusters of phrases, figures of speech with seemingly
self-contradictory words in various areas, including "money's . . .
rich in such mischief." Appropriately, Matthews closes this poem
with another glance at the topic of human memory: "Our memories / will
be our real estate, all that
we've got."
Nevertheless, After
All continues to display some of the darker themes and
the somber emotional tone detected in much of Time
and Money. Indeed, had readers not come upon similar poems
in earlier works, they may have been startled by the way Matthews again
depicts time's erosion of body and spirit. Matthews once more
addresses mortality and the helpless feelings of frustration, fear,
and anger that often accompany one's confrontation with aging and a
weakening physical condition, whether it be oneself or another one
admires and loves who is the subject of such deterioration and who
faces the prospect of death. As an example, Matthews begins
"Mingus in Shadow":
What you see in his face
in the last
photograph, when ALS had whittled
his body to fit a wheelchair, is how
much
stark work it took to fend death
off, and fail.
Even the name of this final
collection seems to hint toward an ending and an exhaustion as one
looks backwards at what has been experienced or endured during a
lifetime. Sebastian Matthews writes in his introductory note to The Poetry Blues: "My father died
having just completed a manuscript of poems. The book,
prophetically titled After All,
was already sitting on the desk of his editor, Peter Davison."
The book's title fits nicely the attitude of
the
speaker who regards that last photograph of Charles Mingus and
concludes that after all the musician had suffered, physically and
emotionally, and even now after death, the music and memories that
remain are most important, provide a light in dark times.
Matthews had confessed in his interview with Sascha Feinstein ("Mingus
at the Showplace") to having "the most complicated relationship to
Mingus. I set that up for myself rather deliberately. Call
it hero worship, call it role model. . . . I picked him as a tutelary
figure."
In
addition, one could claim "to take the photograph" is also an act of
taking the spirit
represented by the one in the picture, taking it from the grasp of time
and preserving it in a timeless portrait. The image in the
photograph, itself a form of art, serves as a perfect metaphor of the
human endeavor and those aspects, especially the gifts to others that
are represented in the performances or works created throughout an
artist's life, that are maintained in the minds of those left behind:
It was human nature,
tiny nature, to
take the photograph,
to
fuss with the aperture and speed, to let
in the right
blare of light just long enough
to etch pale
Mingus to the negative.
In the small,
memorial world of that
negative, he's
all the light there is.
Matthews compactly summarizes much
of his understanding of the atmosphere he'd found around him in his
personal circumstances in "Care":
Books get read and written.
My mother comes
to visit. My father's
dead. Love needs to be set alight
again and again,
and in thanks
for tending it,
will do its very
best not to
consume us.
Certainly, this book of William
Matthews's poetry should be read by anyone who desires to comprehend
the cumulative impact of his poems, three decades in the making, and to
better seize the self that was William Matthews. In "Privacies,"
an essay from The Poetry Blues,
Matthews explains "the world inside the reach of our wishes, the self,
is the world we mostly live in, if only because we have small power in
the other, the one we casually call the 'real' world. And in that
inner world, where we mostly live, poetry and its allies — prayers,
curses, sexual fantasies and other daydreams, letters, diaries, and all
the other members of the chorus — make the music, like an internal
weather, to which everything happens." Throughout his life,
William Matthews admired, idolized, and identified with the great jazz
musicians of his time, and in the lines of his poetry he learned how to
make his own music "to which everything happens."
In "A Poetry Reading at West Point," responding to
questions about his poetry, the speaker reveals a personal assessment
of what he attempts to achieve when composing his poems: "I try to
write as well as I can / what it feels like to be human."
Likewise, readers of Search Party
will find what they are seeking as they recover what it feels like to
be human — including the faults, frailties, fears, and failures, but
also the tenderness, tenacity, truths, and triumphs — and readers will
be rewarded with the re-discovery of the poet who in his poems opened
up his personality, which included all of those characteristics and
more, the human who was William Matthews.
Matthews, William. Search
Party. New York, New York: Houghton Mifflin Company, 2004. ISBN:
0-618-35007-1 $26.00
© by Edward Byrne