Q
& A with Virgil Suarez
~RYAN G. VAN CLEAVE~
LA POESIA ESTÁ
EN EL CORAZÓN:
VIRGIL SUAREZ'S TRANSFORMATION
FROM NOVELIST
TO POET
Virgil
Suarez Interviewed by Ryan G. Van Cleave
[I first met Virgil
Suarez through
his novel, The Cutter, which I found on a shelf at Epitome, a
local
coffee and hemp-product shop. This slim book opened my eyes to
world
literature with a vividness I had never before experienced. I
immediately
bought his other novels (Havana Thursdays, Going Under, and Latin
Jazz) and read them in short order, devouring each like a starving
man recently come upon a fully-stocked buffet table.
Soon
after, I
found Suarez's email address and began to send him fan mail, and he was
so kind and prompt and generous with his responses that our email chats
quickly turned into a serious discussion on craft and his new life as a
poet. What follows here is a recent exchange via email on how
this
knockout fiction writer remade himself into a first-rate poet.
÷Ryan G.
Van Cleave]
RyanG.VanCleave:
For
most writers,
it's a long, arduous process to develop their own voice. But from
The
Cutter, your first novel, to You Come Singing, your first
poetry
book, you seemed to have yours nailed right off. How did you
manage
this?
Virgil
Suarez:
The
concern
of voice should always be there, no matter what, whether you are
working
on your first book or your last. I've always felt voice to be the
most important part of writing a story, a novel, even a poem.
Most
of my poems tend to be narrative in nature, but when I look at Li Po or
Tu Fu or Basho, you can still get a strong sense of voice from the
individual
lines. Place helps me discover voice. I find that by
thinking
about some aspect of my life in the past
in Cuba, I can always tap into my normal voice, the voice I've come to
depend on over the years. In "telling" something, my voice comes
through ÷ it's a dependable voice that I hear, always. It
begins
talking in my head, something I remember about, say, my childhood,
something
a uncle did, or once told me. Like my uncle Jorge who every
morning
for the last sixty years has squirted lime or lemon juice into his eyes
because he says it makes him see better. Or the same uncle
swallowing
a raw chicken egg in a shot glass of vermouth. How can one forget
these thing? There's my aunt who's had her bunions removed three
times now, each time the doctor cutting more of her feet away.
"Bone
growths," she calls these knobby protrusions. And there's my
friend's
grandmother who had a pacemaker and once claimed she could pick up
baseball
games in English which used to torment her. How can one not
listen?
I teach
my students
to listen to the voices in their lives, the present, the past, whatever
speaks to them. I often find that in defending a character, a
student
will begin by saying: "Listen, I tell you this is the way it is, you
put
the knife to the wrist, you slice, you lean back . . ." and I say wow,
listen to that voice ÷ follow it. In poetry, voice is more
important,
it seems, because you have less time and space within which to convince
the reader. In poetry, voice is also easily mistaken for attitude
or writer's personality. My poems take wild turns, therefore I,
as
poet, must be wild. In my case it happens to be true, but I don't
recommend the reader or writer to make that assumption between the work
and the poet.
Van
Cleave:
During
your
years at CSULB, U of Arizona, and LSU, I know you had a lot of good
mentors
along the way. Elliot Fried. Vance Bourjaily. Robert
Houston. And a few others. What, specifically, did you take
away from these teachers? What did you have to learn on your own?
Suarez:
Ilearned
from
all my mentors, in particular about voice. I remember Elliot
Fried,
and before him Joel Goldstock in high school, going off on a tangent, a
story they wanted to share with me, with us students. I believe a
writer should be able to tell a good story orally. You should be
able to capture someone's attention immediately. All of my
teachers
possessed this ability. They also managed to talk about craft
without
insulting my intelligence. They managed to talk about the nature
of writing in simple terms. They were all working writers
themselves,
so often they brought their work in, their problems, the stuff that
drove
them on to the next story, poem, novel.
At LSU I
took
classes from more working writers: Jim Bennett, Moira Crone,
Rodger
Kamenetz, and Andrei Codrescu ÷ all unique teachers and
writers.
I love Rodger Kamenetz's sense of the spiritual, the sacred. When
I took his nonfiction class I remember he was already far into his work
on Buddhism and Judaism. Very interesting stuff. I learned
not only how to write from most of these folks, but how to teach.
All my teachers were possessed of great energy. Some had more
than
others, but they all shone in their own way. Andrei Codrescu is
one
of the most energizing people I know to cover classroom space. He
sits down and he burns through a few hours of class. He has a
knack
for making time fly. It's the "Blitzkrieg" technique, as I've
come
to know it. Don't wait for the student to slow down, keep hitting
him/her with possibilities, with ideas, with the kind of craziness they
are going to have a hard time unreeling from. I always like to
think
that after I am done with my students during a class they will drive
home
in a cloud of images, thoughts, ideas about their own work. I
want
to make sure I always inspire my students to do what I do at the end of
the day: go home and write, empty myself on the page.
Good
teachers
are hard to come by, but I've been lucky to learn from the very
best.
The other thing I learned from my teachers is to care about my students
as people. All of my teachers took me in in one way or another,
befriended
me. I still consider them good friends. I keep in
touch.
With Vance I played tennis for many years. With Elliot Fried I
went
ultralight flying in the desert. With Andrei I've gone drinking
in
New Orleans. I've seen them in action not only as writers, but as
people. Sometimes the difference is thin.
Van
Cleave:
Let's
talk
about poetry. How did you finally come to it? It seems like
you were well on your way to a fabulous fiction career when all of a
sudden,
here's Suarez the poet and he's going a hundred miles an hour.
Are
you still doing fiction? How do you negotiate these two seemingly
different and trying paths?
Suarez:
Ihad
always
been writing both fiction and poetry, though poetry I was doing away
from
workshops, from the public eye. I kept my journals. I read
the books that kept me inspired ÷ such an early book was Denise
Levertov's O Taste and See. Also the work of Ginsberg,
Ferlinghetti,
and to a certain extent Bukowski, not only because I like wild, loose
poems
on the page, but because all of these poets have great voices. I
worked on my poetry while I worked on my fiction.
I alternated between them during my day. If something was not
going
right in the fiction, I turned to the poetry. Sometimes they
helped
each other. For example, writing poetry helped me experiment with
angles in terms of the experience (be it a scene or a narrative
passage)
in my fiction. I could write three poems about the same thing
from
three different angles. I used the poetry to help me generate
images.
For me the image is the single most important component of good
writing,
regardless of genre.
I write
essays
too. I like writing, period. I like to sit down and look
forward
to a full day of it. Writing keeps me balanced. I also
happen
to like reading as much, so at times I will generate ideas, get my
creative
juices flowing, by reading a strong poet. I have roomfuls of
poetry
at both my home and my office. I will often send out my
assistant,
Vorgo, to pick up new things at the local bookstores. I send him
there with a list and say "Pick four or five up for me." Vorgo is
one of these guys who has great instincts, though he has yet to tell me
his last name. I trust him though, and I can respect his wishes
to
simply want to be called "Vorgo." He's very organized when he
wants
to be. It has taken me several years to be able to afford a
part-time
assistant, but Vorgo makes my life so much easier, so much
better.
He's organized my life much more than I could ever do on my own.
My goal
is to
continue writing all the genres, though fiction these days comes a lot
slower, takes more time I suppose because I have so many other things
that
I am interested in. Eventually my next novel will be done.
Hell, it's been seven years in the making, so what's the hurry?
Van
Cleave:
Your
name pops
up in the journals and magazines pretty often. In fact, I'll go
so
far as to say you're one of the most widely and constantly published
writers
working in America today. I know you're a fan of Bukowski, who
was
prodigious in his output. Is this where you learned to produce at
such a manic rate? Where do you find the energy? The time?
Suarez:
Itell
you,
most of my writing is done during the window of opportunity provided to
me as a parent by the public school. I drop off my daughters by
8am
and then I have to go pick them up by 2:30pm. That's a nice chunk
of time. I usually sit down with my first cup of coffee, open my
study's windows and look out. Usually, too, something will
trigger
a memory. If not, I like to induce them by reading other poets,
other
writers. Sure, Bukowski's all right with me. He was a
strong
influence, not necessarily because of the work, though I like his work,
but because here was this guy who went about the business of writing
poetry
with diligence, with discipline, with humility. If you could say
something about Bukowski, it's the fact that his approach to poetry was
holy. He cared and loved it because more than once it saved his
life.
Well, I mean for poetry to save my life too. I know we're all
going
to die someday, and I plan to write poetry until the final hour, if I'm
able to move my fingers. There's nothing to be depressed about in
this life. There are things in the world that are totally
disturbing
and hard to take as a human being, but often during the writing of a
poem,
it all comes together, it all makes sense. You can put things in
order.
Bob Dylan
said
it best: "Your mind is your temple, keep it beautiful and clean."
I feel the same way about poetry. Sure, I'm prolific, but that is
only because I trust my instincts, I trust my voice. It doesn't
mean
that any of it comes any easier. I still spend days working on a
poem. Sometimes weeks. And sometimes I throw a poem out
because
it doesn't go anywhere. The completely unsalvageable ones get
tossed
all the time. Believe me, I write a lot of bad poems.
Nobody,
except maybe Vorgo, will ever see them.
I got
into an
argument with Vorgo, my assistant, because I caught him snooping in the
"discard" file, and he wanted to know why I didn't think a particular
poem
would fly. "It had," he claimed, "all of the typical Virgil
Suarez
touches." I told him that a poem has to keep pleasing and
surprising
me with every reading. The particular poem
he picked out was flat. It started out okay but just didn't make
the cut. What could I do but throw it out?
I have a
lot
of poems. I have entire file cases of them because I've been
writing
poetry since 1978. It's a long time. I didn't start
publishing
poetry until very recently, so it's very easy for someone who doesn't
know
me and my work habits to assume that I don't discriminate, that I
simply
sit down at the computer and vomit work out. It's not like that
at
all. Each time I sit down, my sole purpose is to craft the best
piece
of writing I can. Nothing less than what satisfies me as a reader
is what my goal is. I'm a tough editor on other people's work,
but
I'm even tougher on myself.
The other
reason
why I'm prolific is because I have this cushy university job, teaching
only two classes every semester. Just imagine if I only had to
teach
one! Or none! I'd be a menace. I'd have to start my
own
press and literary magazine. My energy as a writer is vast.
I keep myself fueled in part because I love to write. Some
writers
say writing is painful, but for me, it's pure pleasure. If I had
to do it all over again as anything except a writer, I guess I'd have
to
come back as a porn star to achieve this kind of bliss on a daily
basis.
After a long day's work, I feel great. I feel invincible, though
I know I'm probably doing serious damage to my internal organs from all
the hours of sitting on my ass.
Van
Cleave:
This
passion,
this energy, spills over into other outlets. It started with
canaries
and finches, then moved to dogs, and has since gone to other
pursuits.
How are you able to handle all those obsessions and still be a
high-intensity
writer?
Suarez:
By
"obsessive,"
I take it you mean that I'm a fairly passionate and serious human
being.
Serious about my family, passionate about my love for them. I'm
loyal
to my friends. Yes, I'm obsessed with my writing, because I
always
walk away feeling that I haven't said what I meant to say, that I
haven't
loved enough, eaten enough, lived enough. These are serious
issues
for me. I raised birds (about 300 canaries) at one time because I
thought I wanted to know another species as well as I think I know my
own.
I read voraciously about these birds. I learned a great deal
about
them. I love birds. I think in another life I must have
been
a disciple of St. Francis ÷ my very favorite Saint.
Probably the
only one. Well, shoot, I like St. Augustine too for all those
confessions.
Because he liked spilling the beans, as I like to do.
My life
is, in
essence, one giant ball of obsession. I obsess about my
daughters.
I stay awake in the middle of the night watching them sleep. I
love
the patters and rhythms to their sleeping. I rummage through the
dark, silent house while everyone is asleep. I think I connect
with
the cosmic vibes of the dead and the living. My wife and I have
now
lost three parents. "Lost" is the wrong word. They are
still
with us. I can feel them in the night. They are downstairs
sitting and having coffee. Or they are up in the girls' room with
me. They are watching over us. How can one not
believe
the dead stay with us in this world? They are simply not visible,
but you can feel them. The other day Gabriella, the
five-year-old,
walked into my room and started waving. I asked her what she was
doing, and she said she was "feeling" the wind in the room. I
didn't
have the fan turned on. I think I know who she was waving
to.
This is precisely what I like about Walt Whitman's poetry ÷ it
gives you
a definite sense of what happens to all of us. We stay in the
world.
We stay in the earth. When we breathe, we take in enough air for
multitudes. When we speak, we speak on behalf of dozens.
The
day I die I want people to have a party in remembrance. I want
them
to get drunk and listen to loud music and eat and have a great
time.
I think they will have a good time. I know I have.
Van
Cleave:
One
of the
questions you often ask your students is one I'll ask you now ÷
what exactly
is your relationship to your work? You've mentioned a number of
things
that center us on your interests, your loves, your fears, but can you
put
your finger on it? It's a tough question, I realize.
Suarez:
My
relationship
to my work is clear in my mind. I aim to write about the people I
know. In this particular case my work focuses on Cubans and
Cuban-Americans.
I consider myself a Cuban-American because I have lived most of my life
here in the United States. I don't see myself going back to Cuba
any time soon, if ever. I have made my life here in exile.
I write about the nature of exile and the travails of my people because
that's what I feel I know best. My work
stems from my trying to understand our condition, our exiled situations
and lives. Most of my work in poetry focuses on my voice as an
immigrant,
someone who is not completely at ease in his new surrounding. I
love
America, but my love for it will always be an immigrant's love.
Some
people say this is the only love there is.
I have
learned
to question my life here. Some tough questions were posed to me
along
the way. For example, during the Iran hostage crisis when I
thought
the United States would go to war with Iran, I quickly enlisted because
something told me to do so. Call it patriotism, I guess.
When
I got there they told me to wait. What was my hurry?
Besides
I was an only child, and on top of that I wasn't fit. I have a
heart
condition. I can't run. I can't see without glasses.
Hey, I tried. I'm trying desperately to fit in. Now in the
world of poetry, I've found acceptance. Poets like me understand
this nature of not fitting in. I love poets. They love me
back.
I try to make new friendships all the time. Poets are like one
giant
support group. I love being a part of a group of people who
listen,
who care. I like to thimk we are out to save the world from
itself.
Van
Cleave:
Let's
talk
a bit more about publishing in the journals. A lot of good poetry
seemingly gets lost in the small presses and little journals.
Many
quality poets are being drowned out by the sheer magnitude of
opposition
in the world of poetry. What can they do to get their voices
heard?
What is the future of poetry?
Suarez:
Idon't
like
the idea of poetry being "lost." Poetry can never be lost.
Some of the best poetry is being published by small presses, by these
little,
tiny journals. I remember being at Cal. State Long Beach and
reading
the work of so many poets ÷ Bukowski included ÷ published
in mimeographed
form. In ditto. A bunch of good poems simply printed and
staple-bound.
Poetry belongs to the people, man. That's the way it should
be.
This has always been its future. Some poets publish in better
places
than others because they want to do it. I don't think where your
work is published has anything to do with who reads it. There's a
great explosion now with poetry slams. People go out and listen
to
poetry, get up and read their poetry. Poetry is all about the
exchange
of human truth. I like to publish my work where it is
well-received.
Where my work finds a good home with people who care about it.
I've
never complained about who published my work. The exchange is the
gift. This is what all young poets and writers need to learn
÷ a
little more humility. Publish your work where you can. I
know
a lot of people are desperately trying to bring to poetry the poisons
of
the fiction publishing world. What does it matter if Knopf
publishes
your first book of poems? Hey, if they care about it and they are
honest about it, fine. If not, I don't see the difference between
them and, say, Bilingual Review Press, which publishes my work with a
lot
of dignity and care.
I believe
in
poetry as a lasting force, being around so that the readers eventually
find your work. Look at the great work LSU Press, University of
Iowa
Press, University of Pittsburgh Press, and others have been doing over
the years. They've published so many wonderful poets, so many
great
books of poems. They take chances. They often don't make
any
money, but look at their respectability among poets. Black
Sparrow
Press and Charles Bukowski, now there's an ideal relationship. As
a poet you need somebody who simply believes in the importance of your
work. You don't ever want to get lost in the shuffle of a press
or
journal that doesn't much care about your work. Publish where you
can. Help out other presses and journals. Because I teach
at
a major university and I make good money, I buy lots of
subscriptions.
Just last week, Vorgo told me that I'd already bought twenty-one new
subscriptions
to a variety of little magazines and journals this year alone, and it's
only April! I just got back from AWP and am a little afraid to
tell
Vorgo that there's another dozen or so he doesn't know about. I
must
have something like eighty subscriptions going now and I love and read
all of them.
I also
like to
help out presses by sending them young talent, by reading for them, by
spreading the word about them. If I ever get rich, I will give
money
to these people who run so many small presses. They're out there.
I see publishers like H. Palmer Hall of Pecan Grove Press, John
Crawford
of West End Press, Nicolas Kanellos of Arte Publico Press, and so many
others out there selling their wares, burning up a lot of shoe sole, as
I like to call it, selling books from their hands to ours. This
is
dignified work. Hard work that when I see a publisher doing it on
behalf of a book makes me want to sing out praises. Publish your
work where it is valued. Publish your work everywhere you can!
Van
Cleave:
One
last question
÷ since you're quickly becoming the chameleon of writing, moving
almost
effortlessly from anthology editor to novelist to poet to memoirist to
short story writer to essayist, what can we expect next from Virgil
Suarez?
A movie? A play? Any surprises?
Suarez:
I'm
flattered
that you would call me a "chameleon." I like that. It
reminds
me of the time when Delia and I were putting together the best-selling
anthology Iguana Dreams. I kept getting it wrong, of
course,
because an iguana doesn't change colors ÷ not that I know of,
though it
knows how to camouflage ÷ but a chameleon does. I simply
love it,
thank you. I'm flattered because I know it's a compliment.
Many people have told me that I'm one of the few writers they know who
keeps changing genres and doing very well. For me it's all about
writing. I love the essay, the poem, the story. I like
novels,
too, though these days I love to read them more than I enjoy writing
them. Sonny
Manteca's Blues, possibly my last novel, has been in the works for
the last eight years. It's going to be a little longer before I
finish
it. I've got several poetry projects going on, three new books in
the works: a whole bunch of anthologies, a colection of short stories,
and a collection of new essays. I'm keeping busy. That's
the
only way to know that I'm fighting back.
Alexandria, my
eight-year-old, got hold of the Windows Screensaver ÷ you know,
the one
called "Marquee" ÷ and she wrote on there in bold letters:
"Virgil's Writin'
and Fightin' Machine." I loved that. It's so wonderful to
be
beckoned to work with a message like that. Ishmael Reed coined
the
expression: "Writing is Fighting!" Every day my job is to
sit here and work, produce the kind of work I can be proud of, the kind
of work that best represents this Cuban-American. The rest is
living:
eating, loving, being good to your kids. Seeing the world as
though
you are seeing it for the very first time. That's the kind of
excitement
I've gotten addicted to.
My new
poetry
collection, Palm Crows, is forthcoming from the University of
Arizona
Press. It's just one good bit of luck after another for me; I
lead
an extremely charmed life as a creative writer. Blessed is that
which
has carried me this far.
Bibliography of Books
by Virgil
Suarez ÷
Novels:
Latin Jazz (1989), The
Cutter (1991), Havana Thursdays (1995), Going Under
(1997)
Stories:
Welcome to the Oasis
(1992)
Poems:
You Come Singing
(1998), Garabato
Poems (1999), In the Republic of Longing (1999), Palm
Crows
(2001), Banyan: Poems (forthcoming, 2002)
Memoir:
Spared Angola: Memories
of a
Cuban-American Childhood (1997)
Anthologies (as Editor):
Iguana Dreams: New Latino
Fiction
(1993), Paper Dance: 55 Latino Poets (1995), Little Havana
Blues:
A Cuban-American Literature Anthology (1996), American
Diaspora:
Poetry of Exile (2001)