~JONATHAN
HOLDEN~
THE
NAMES
OF THE RAPIDS
Snaggle-Tooth, Maytag, Taylor Falls—
long before we measured with our
eyes
the true size of each monstrosity,
its name, downriver, was famous
to us.
It lay in wait, something to be
slain
while our raft, errant, eddied
among glancing pinpricks of sun
and every bend giving way to bend
seemed a last reprieve.
But common terror has a raw taste.
It's all banality, as when
you stare straight into a bad cut—
this sense of being slightly more
awake than you might like.
When the raft pitches sideways off
a ledge, what you land on is less
than its name. It's a mechanism.
None
of the demented expressions
that the fleshly water forms
over that stone profile
is more than another collision,
a fleeting logic lost and
forming, now lost in the melee.
When the world is most serious,
we approach it with wholly open
eyes
even as we start the plunge
and the stone explanation.
© by Jonathan Holden