~CLAUDIA EMERSON~
GROUND
TRUTH
My brother’s funeral over, the dark-clothed
congregation clots the church
doors, a lingering
aftermath moving into flat light.
The sky low and swollen, a storm
siren
begins sounding long, expansive notes, evenly
measured, so loud the pauses in
between
ring with aftersound. Used to it, no one here appears
alarmed, and the church ladies,
gravely industrious,
stream into his house bearing platters
of fried chicken, devilled eggs,
casseroles—
colorful, layered creations—congealed salads
with fruit suspended
inside. All of it sand.
The muted television is tuned to the weather,
a small area of warning now
upgraded
to watch, the words streaming across the bottom
of the screen calling conditions
perfect, this town,
this house disappeared beneath the map’s isolated
lesion, its red edges uneven,
unmoving.
The forecasters rely they say on spotters,
those who confirm what the radar
cannot—
what they call ground truth; until then
no one knows anything for certain
beyond this inward watching. People mill
around balancing heavy plates,
the room
humming, an airless, crowded hive. Their mouths are full.
They have no wings. I have come
here too late,
his body gone, already ash. Its body
could be forming now, tightening
from cloud
to the gyre that will consume its path, all of it
a becoming—spiraling a wall of
dust,
mud, sand, and water; with dispassion taking up
into itself the fence line, a
barn—the house
beside them spared with the same dispassion. Or this,
more likely now: siren silenced,
the winds
diminishing, the light, afternoon’s concession
to another dusk—severe, more
common truth.
© by Claudia
Emerson
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